Disappointment

I was suppose to have the weekend off this weekend and was really looking forward to it. I have been preparing for it all week. I was really looking forward to some extended time with the Lord and really getting refreshment there. I had some practical, logistical things that I was going to do. I had plans that I was anticipating. Nothing that HAD to be done this weekend, but things I was looking forward to doing.

I just found out that due to scheduling errors, I will be unable to take this weekend off. It is so disappointing. I was really feeling like I needed the time off. Obviously, I don't. Though I really was looking forward to being able to just sit down with the Lord and think about, and listen to Him about some questions He has had on my heart...He knew this would happen. He has purpose in this. I know He will give me the spiritual encouragement/strength I need for each day without getting away with Him. Anyhow, I am just really disappointed and part of me is mad that I care so much that it had to be moved. I am crying as I am sitting here typing this just because I feel real let down.. Its okay to look forward to something and then to be sad when it doesn't happen. It's okay to feel this way though. I can feel this way as long as I don't wallow in it or spoil the opportunity to be blessed by this weekend and to be a blessing to others.

Anyhow, pray that this would just be a really good weekend. I am about to head out and spend some time with the Lord. Pray that the time would be refreshing. Pray that I will be a blessing to those around me this weekend.

Just a little about me and where I am at in this moment.